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the fear

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not sure where to start
its ok though
time to move on
refuse to hang on by
pins and needles

growing up
and throwing my own farewell
party
getting a hold of me
dont know why
i was so scared
to be alone

i thrive on it now
but maybe thats bad
maybe i'll never be comfortable again
with another
or maybe its good i've let
myself become this numb

i am sickened to see people in love to just be in love
not really knowing anything about
the other just so scared to be alone
foolish love
that never lasts
stupid and ego filled

nothing more then a statement piece to
each other
some kind of common ground
to have with others with such like minds

well you can stay
in your like mindedness
so wrapped in hypocrisies
and lies
and its fine

ill hold on to my sanity
ill wait it out
and if it comes ill be fine
and if it doesn't the sun will still shine
and ill move on

with a smile on my face
knowing i never gave in
to someone i had nothing in common with just
to fit in with society's
norms

i see you look my way with intrigue
but its just a glance
to afraid
to ever take that leap
to being alone and facing your fear
and getting to know who you are
and being safe there

im no longer afraid of things that
made me so desperate years before
ill embrace the me in me
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