Angelfallen89

Sometimes I feel people are continually fake the may mean well but the things they say they don't mean and sometimes I know when there being dishonest its a pinging feeling in the back of my brain like a lie dextor buzzer that goes off I don't wanna live in a world where we show fake sides I want honesty I want truth even if it hurts

I get so tired of trying to read others complexities why can't you just say what you mean why do I have to learn your code or im hurting you youand your own personal journey created it so there for why am I punished for being on my own journey and having my own complexities I give mine in writing well yours are in some ancient code I have never read and I'm tired don't you love me enough to teach me whats in your head or is it just a wall you use to dismantle me and confuse me so you don't have to reflect ill never know I guess cause I can't read the code in your head

Crazy dream last night it invlo4ed a play and demons, stealing a lot of money getting caught getting police called all while flashing back and forth to this fantasy world I remember there were toilets out on like a teacher balcony just open so u could pee and watch the show and walls u could walk through fire and discingration crazy place bur Beautiful

I drempt last night 🌙 that a booming voice was calling from the sky and lightning was flashing i was in mt parents home in my old bedroom but my dog xena was with me and I remember seeing a shadow of a person outside my second story window and xena was barking and ran out the window and there was a man on my roof and I found out as the dream went on I realized that if people looked directly into the lighting they'd become these zombie like beings I ended up having to fight them and then for some reason it got sexual and it turned them back into normal people also my dad turned into a child

In this dreami was a little bit all over there was magic and circus and evil people there were strange things happening i Remember this family the ballinger family from youtube where in a restaurant I Remer feeling off about them one off the brothers sons came up to me and said there's something wrong with our dad I asked if he was ok I cant Remember his answer I also Remer in the dream my sister e her oldest son and her boyfriend were driving in the car and we kept seeing all these strange things occurring outside well driving at one point we saw tornado and flying objects in the sky and my sister in the dreM claimed she saw someone about to bomd our city then her boyfriend some how was outside the car running beside it saying ops better not drive wth the car unlocked we ended up in a forest of sorts with doors and buildings we entered all very confused and there was bell from Disney trying to escape her towns people also trying to help us get away I can't Remember everything as ot starts to fade as I wake but. These places in my night time sleep feel all to real to not exist..